December 19, 2009

自己选择的路,跪着也要走完

有一些东西错过了,就一辈子错过了。人是会变的,守住一个不变的承诺,却守不住一颗善变的心。   有时候执着是一种负担,放弃是一种解脱,人没有完美,幸福没有一百分,知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多,也没有权要求那么多,否则苦了自己,也为难了对方。   一颗心属于一个人,爱情里什么是公平?爱的深,伤的深,爱情里没有不公平。爱上不该爱的人,是永无天日的叹息,爱了不爱你的人,是眼泪决堤的开始。   承诺是一张白纸,再厚的剧本也有了结局,我想我知道眼泪的味道,就算付出每一分,每一秒我都不曾想逃。在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福,只有瞬间的惬意和安适。   如果你把我的感情,当成一场游戏,我玩不起,更输不起,花言巧语,谁知道我微笑背后的痛苦,爱由一个微笑开始,一个吻成长,最终由一滴眼泪结束,受了伤,结了疤,最终还是留下痕迹,强迫自己忘了你,但爱过才知道,原来我并不能左右一切,也许无言才是最好的安慰,也许回忆是最好的结局,傻瓜也都一样,都逃不过悲伤,因为有梦在心上,所以甘心流浪。   有些缘分注定要失去,有些缘分注定不会有好结果。   不要因为没有阳光,而走不进春天   不要因为没有歌声,而放弃自己的追求   不要因为没有掌声,而丢掉自己的理想   其实每一条都通往阳光的大道,都充满坎坷。   每一条通向理想的途径,都充满了艰辛与汗水!   很多事情的发展注定它有个结束,好好享受美丽的过程,擦身而过的时候,我们应该学会遗忘,放声的笑一回,大胆哭一场,抬头望一望,一片灿烂的阳光,相信时间可以改变一切!不要轻易让自己掉眼泪. 春有春的风情,冬有冬的雅致,人生各有各的美丽,各有各的潇洒,你笑,全世界跟着你笑。你哭,全世界只有你一个人哭。当不能拥有时,唯一能做的就是不要忘记。

Got this from dad's blog.. quite interesting.. =)

December 1, 2009

1st day of work at huntsman today.. =) i woke up very early and i reach my work place very early.. 30mins early.. hahahha.. im excited i guess!!!
my job scoop is kinda sian.. hahahaha.. check documents against the database in the comp.. hmm after finishing it, will do sort the documents file it properly..
i prayed for good environment.. indeed God is faithful to listen to my prayer and bless me.. =)
my colleagues are nice, very friendly.. went lunch with them they insisted on treating me.. lunch was nice.. after lunch an auntie came with a tray of orange!!
Tuesday is fruit day.. =) hahahaha!! the orange is very sweet!! after orange Ann(my supervisor) treat us muffins..
Overall, enjoy work.. =)
thinking of inviting my colleagues to Christmas service.. =)
company having lots of stuff .. D&D nxt friday.. theme: back to school!! hohohoho!!
christmas party also.. hmm wonder wad they up to.. =)

November 27, 2009

ytd meet up with dexter, jazzlene and peretz to have dinner together at popeye.. new branch located at tampines area.. =) not very nice coz too salty!! dex drank 2 medium size drink and he didnt finish his food.. hmm i think non of us finish.. we were walking pass cinema dex say he wanna watch 2012.. im okie with it.. then see the timing we were 5mins late for the 1st show.. wanted to wait for peretz also coz his lesson end at 4pm.. so we choose the nxt available time slot 915..
peretz's lesson end late so he went back home for dinner 1st then meet us..

we were there at 4plus so ate dinner, shop around.. crap.. then slack at mac.. tok bout our current life and wad we wanna do.. time flies when we fellowship.. hohohoho!! then peretz joined us at 8plus.. tok somemore.. dex last day of work is mon so tue onwards he is a freeman.. jazz and peretz also starts holiday tue onwards.. so 3 of them gang up to make fun of me... coz i start working on tue.. >____< thanx arh!!!

amazingly im quite excited for work.. hohohohohoho!!! =) suddenly i realized got lots of things to buy shoes, clothes.. and bag!! the bag im currently carrying is way too kiddish for my office wear.. hmm gotto buy a new bag!! aiyo, hasnt start earning gotto spend a sum of $$$ le..

but still looking forward to work.. =)

November 18, 2009

overnight at abi's place with jazzlene, jaeden, jingmei & hong siong.. had good time together.. =) i always enjoy the time i spend with them..
abi got lots of toys in her room and there's this particular one that is very cute and we love it.. hmm.. not all of us but i guess it me, jazzlene and darling.. i call him 大头 coz his head is real big!!! =)
ha!! here's some picture we took with 大头.. =)


大头 zzzzZZZ with darling.. =)


大头&jazzlene.. see!!! jazz look SSsooo small beside 大头!! =P
he loo very cute and sweet eh?!!


大头&me!! =)

i like overnights.. =) darling+me+dians, good frens=great fun!! ;)

November 7, 2009

歌曲:小男人大男孩
歌手:萧敬腾


喔我的老天又忘了洗脸

还忘记帮爸爸妈妈买早点

没关系的让我轻松过一天


喔我的房间又变垃圾堆

这次又是爸爸妈妈去清洁

喔mydarling

你怎么不在我身边

没有人把我的零用钱

放在我的房间

我的房间只有零用钱

看起来最亮眼


我爱一个人最多两个人

最好阿狗阿猫其中选一个

当我女人让我好好的疼

隔夜咖啡加温一样香喷喷

就算穿着拖鞋也能站得稳

做个大人就要像个大人


没有人把我的电话费帐单拿去缴费

因为我是小男孩

我没钱我没有钱

Listen to this song quite nice the music.. the lyrics is meaningful also.. =)
做个大人就要像个大人!!
no more depending on parents to clean up room, pay phone bills or pocket money..
if u need it u should ask/work for it.. not just wait down there!!

November 6, 2009

jia you ace!!!
jia you grandma!! =)
im strong, i know u are as strong!!! =)

November 5, 2009

i enjoy reading blogs...
i like those blog that talks bout how their life changed by God.. i like to read blogs which are honest in their thoughts and feelings.. of coz when u are honest, u apply wisdom also.. =)
some blogs are very sian.. they kinda fake in their blog.. blogging wad look nice but not how they truly feel.. blogging wad people wanna see.. just a thot, y blog??
eh that just how i perceive, maybe they are just trying to apply wisdom in blogging?? dun wanna stumble others?? not sure!! =)
never mind, "if u dun like me, go away!" hahahahha!!! thats the way right now isnt it?!
i do things my way, if u dun like it just leave!! =)